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Like i dont get it...If im so young then why do i baby sit every day? Why do you let me smoke weed but when it comes to haven adlut time you want me to go in to the other room..Like really what are you doing that is so bad that i cant even be in room?You let me stay up all night and dont say shit about it..Well at least till your friends get here.If eric were here he would say its fine so wtf???You want me to do something with my life right..So why not try to help me with shit in steed of maken shit worse?Like what the fuck do you want from me?You dont like the way i dress you hate the way i were my make up.So what is it that you like about me?The piss me off so fucken bad..Like to were i dont wanna be here any more..The only one who understand me the way i wish every one dose is kay&chirstina...And those are the two people..When i feel like my world is about to end they make everything feel like nothing is ever gunna go wrong agin..You think all my friends are stuiped and that there not good people for me right..So who is wright for me..Is there every gunna be some one who i can bring home with-out being scared that some one will say the wrong thing?Will i ever be ablet to shut my door with a guy in my room...You get pissed and tell me that ill grounded you if you start liken girls? SO THEN WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT ME TO BE WITH?A fucken dog or what?i jusy wish they would make up there mind allready and the only one who dont say shit is dad..Well at least not to my face any way..Who gives a fuck if he has something to say and tells ma and not me...Go for it buddy What the ponit of tellen her when its about me?You tell me just to be good and when we move you will love it..UMMMM fuck no i wont.i you kidden me?Im a TEXAS CHICK .Not no hick town chick..Like i thought about it and ya know i dont wanna move out as soon as i can but hell the way shit is going now..I might be out as soon as i start working.And i know whats they really want to happend..But fuck stop being so damn unfair..I dont get it with every one els your like oh date who you want and be bi if you want but when it comes to me...OH fuck no..and i cant stand it..i dont know if i can take it any more..And i know how much i can take but this shit is like for real killen me..