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I never once thought that life could be so cold. I never thought that i'd endure so much pain waiting for my life to unfold. Yeah i know life ain't easy but who'd think it would be so rough. Life played me like a card game staring at me and calling my bluff. I've learned so many lessons and yet so many things i need to learn. Just when i thought i was on the right path, my life took a sudden turn. You see, I put my trust in too many people and i've paid the price. I've gotten my heart broken not once but twice. So many nights i've cried to sleep not knowing what to do. So many night i went to sleep wondering how will i make it through. At first i cared what other people thought and what they thought of me. For so long my self-esteem was low because of my insecurities. At one point and time i became depressed, closing out everyone who cared. I felt the world was against me, i felt that no one was there. One important thing i've learned is that you dont have any friends because they'll be the first ones to turn their back on you in the end. I started to make a change in my life, i started to look out for myself. I made myself a promise and no more pain i've felt. I had to believe in myself and i knew hard times were going to come. But i could not give up before those hard times even begun. One thing i'll always remember no matter where i will be. That no things and no one can bring me down because i believe in me :razz: :biggrin: