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Ook so last nigh my brother and my mom were pissed at me for no reason. Apparently my brother wants to "strangle me in my sleep" and my mother just dosnt give a f**k. When my parents split, i couldnt help but think, "omg, if i just drank that damn glass of water,none of this would of ever happend, we wouldnt live in that damn house, my dog would still be here, i wouldnt feel like this." So then, my mom was like, "your brother is depressed, cuz you got away with it and he didnt." OMYMOTHEREFFINGGOD!, hes not going to school, he failed because of that, and basically abuses me. Has total control over my mother and I, and she feels bad for HIM, omfffggggg. I hate this, i miss my dad, i love my dad, i want to live with my dad, but he lives in the bronx and in a studio appartment, so i dont wanna move, or live in that sh** hole. Sooo, yeah this year, im going to pass [not that i failed anyother year, im just saying.] go to FIT for college, then get the hella outta here. omfg, AND IM SICK OF EVERYONE TALKING SH** ABOUT EMOS, and calling me emo, ook, do i look one bit like an emo, sure i joke around talking about how i feel emo, but IM NOOTTTT, you stupid, stupid people. I cant take this crap anymore, they can all go to hell. mmk, YOU EFFING HERE ME, god. Now, i g2g, im in school and gotta go to class, Buh-Bye now. : /-